19 things

Now that I am turning 1 year older tomorrow, I decided to list down the 19 things that I should to make my life better and happier now that I am 19.

1. Never reminisce the past, especially the one that made me cry.
- kung pwede arra wag na ito isipin. Tama na ung mga naibigay mung luha. From now on you must remember that your tears are precious, precious as time.

2. Never talk or open up about the past, the one that hurts so much.
- wag na din pag usapan pa ang mga nakalipas na.. Remember: past is past. Leave it there.

3. Enough asking my self about the “what if’s”?
- tama na. Tapos na yun. And besides there is no one to blame kundi ang sarili mo. Kasi ang arte arte mo. Dami mo pang inisip kesyo si ganito, si ganyan, haay.!

4. Listen to what people say and try to accept criticism.
-sometimes you have to consider what people tells about you and say to you. It matters pa din. Accept criticism. It’s for your own good, if you don’t want to believe it just respect it.

5. Open my eyes to people who show their concern and love for you.
-arra wag kang mag bulag bulagan sa mga nakikita at pinapadama sayo. Sige ka pag napagod yang mga yan, ikaw din. Remember: nasa huli ang pagsisisi.

6. Wag mag sumik-steen (my friends know about this...)
-you are now 19, and not 16 so stop that. That is the number 1 rule in your group right? Apply it first to your self. And please ilagay mu naman sa lugar.

7. Enjoy everything. You just live once.
-minsan cguro, wag mo nang isipan ung iba. Dapat naman isipin mo din ang sarili mo. Tama na ang pagiging martir in every aspect. GO LANG NG GO!

8. Grab opportunities. For they just knock once.
-pag feeling mong malabo nang maulit or walang susunod. Or might as well think that no word such as “next time.”


9. Don’t let others dictate me what to do.
-huwag hayaan na others ang mag decide for you. Ask for their advice but at the end of the day. Your should decide for yourself, para wala kang sisisihin sa huli kundi ang sarili mo.

10. Have the voice.
-have the courage to voice out what you wanna say, problema kasi sayo wala kang lakas ng loob. Takot kang mag salita. Kasi masyado mong sineryoso ang narinig mo sa tatay mo na sinabi sa nanay mo LESS TALK, LESS MISTAKES

11. Have the confident.
-para naming wala ka niyan? Diba tinaggal na ng isang prof mo ang iyong pagkamahiyain nung nasa ACSAT ka pa. What happen? Tapos kukuha kuha ka ng course na bachelor of science in business administration major in marketing, pwede ba umayos ka.

12. Keep a little for your self.
- wag mo naming i-broadcast ang buong talambuhay mo sa mga taong nakakawentuhan mo. Sana alam mo kung ano yung dapat i-share at ung hindi.

13. Stop making conclusions.
-nang dahil may narinig ka lang, may nakita ka lang, eh ganito na.

14. Never expect.
-yan ang masakit eh expect ka nang expect tuloy ikaw ang kawawa

15. Never assume.
-isa pa yan, sa huli ikaw din ang nasasaktan

16. Don’t be paranoid.
-dahil diyan ang daming hindi natutuloy at hindi nagagawa na sa ay natapos na

17. Don’t be too sweet to people.
-limit your sweetness, daming nagagalit sayo kasi sobra kang concern sa mga tao kasama mo. Akala pa ng iba ang landi mo.

18. Don’t speak in English when you are in the classroom.
-kasi naman noh., ang mga classmates mo na masyadong madaming napapansin.
Tapos pag nag eenglish ka, sinasabi sayo ang arte arte mo. O kung hindi naman masyado kang nagmamagaling. Ganun ba yun?

19. Don’t invent things.
-ok!. Call it pathetic pero un ang totoo, masakit mang aminin pero ganun eh. Sinasabi ko un kasi un sana ung gusto kong mangyari pero hindi. Sinabi ko un kasi hindi ko pa siguro matanggap na mas minahal kita, kesa minahal mo ako. Na una kang nakapagmove on kesa sa akin. Masakit pero totoo at pinakamasakit pa doon hindi ko pa din ma accept sa sarili ko na it’s over. To this person: Sana you understand. I am trying to forget and move forward like you did. Like am always praying: help me to let you go.

Different Jean

Yesterday I had I chance to see Jeannine my best friend from ACSAT tagal na din kasi kaming hindi nakikita since I stop working..

nakakatuwa nga because she keeps on texting and calling me eh sira ung phone ko eh, till I received a comment on my fs account ang dami daw niyang ikukuwento sakin

ayun sinasabi nga niya na she keeps on texting and calling me kaso walang sagot. I texted her and say na I'm super busy na katatapos lang ng midterm namin kaya hindi ako masyadong nagpaparamdam.

Till dumating nga ung kahapon : ang dami niyang kinuwento sa akin, grabeh ang dami na pala na nangyari na hindi ko alam, ang dami ko na namiss na mga happenings, may nakakatuwa,nakakainis,nakakahiya at madami pa.


nakakagulat
Grabe I feel for my bestfriend Jeannine, un lang ang unang pagkakataon na nakita ko siyang ganun,kaya pala sa text niya sa akin she once thought to end her life..

nakakainis
Grabe naman un, bakit kaya may mga taong so afraid to fight for their love? and bakit kaya may mga tao na kuntento lang na sila ang nagmamahal? at hindi sila minamahal in return..?

nakakahiya
Grabe I never thought he will do that shit and ngayon may involved pa na mga pulis.

After she had tell everything we decided to go to Ate Eds house, Jeannine mentioned to me that Ate Eds wants to see me, so we went there but it happens that Ate Eds was not in there house, her mother in law told us that she and her kids are in San Lorenzo.Jeannine thinks first if we are really go there.

Nakita namin si Ate Eds sa tindahan and ayun what's new "nagsusugal" siya, kumain kami ng isaw ang sarap lalo na when your eating with your friends,nakita namin sina Radnel and Louie sila ung mga kasama namin sa work na eventually naging kabarkada na namin..

Nakita ko din c Dodot siya ung naaksidente na hindi na namin nadalaw sa hospital. Grabe pala his face had change,,

May mga bago friends din kaming nakilala ni Jeannine, ayun napainom pa tuloy kami ng hindi oras, but like I said I had fun, I miss this feeling.

Before totally going home, because Louie and his friends don't want as to go., we went first to 7 11 to have some coffee,nahihilo kasi si Jeannine and nasusuka pa siya, I asked her buti ganyan? diba sanay kanang uminom? she answered me "hindi noh., the last time I drink is when the birthday of arkitek and I promised myself na i wont drink until Cess joined me ."- grabeh naman un na touch ako nung sinabi ni Jeannine yun kasi all I thought na umiinom na talaga siya.

Kahit oras na di pa din ako nagyayang umuwi hindi katulad ng dati, because at the back of my mind kailangan ako ng bestfriend ko, kailangan ako ni Jeannine. Ngayon lang ako makakabawi sa kanya, hinayaan ko lang siyang magkwento nang magkwento kahit paulit ulit na lang, and she was telling me that parang wala lang pakialam si ate eds sa kanya..

Above all masaya ako na I had I chance to be with my old friends. I hope it will happen again..

I am on to this

Since our computer had a net I had a lot of time to browse everything in the net,especially my fs account. I also had a chance to make a face book account because you are a big loser if you don't have one. Now I also have my multiply account and twitter account. Because of facebook I found my former classmates. I enjoyed face book so far.